Almost there...
Today I know how it feels to be almost there. To be 0.009 sec away from the guy who came first, to almost give the most intelligent answer in the class, to have slipped in your last summersault in your almost perfect act. It is a very unsettling feeling. You tend to go over and over and over that very scene that made the difference. What if, I cud, I wud....it doesnt end. I lie alone on my bed....reliving the moment. But is it really the end of the world...not really. I know the moment will never come back. But it really is a matter of perspective. I think about the things it taught me...patience, not losing myself(or training to), to concentrate on things I have and ofcourse looking at the bigger picture. But how I wish....I could do things differently....just that very moment;)