Take Over

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My mind is heavy
  I can feel tired in my bone.
Or am I just resisting this moment
  trying to change it to something else
  or be somwhere else.

 I close my eyes for a little while
  not knowing what the next moment will bring.
I take another deep breath
  and then another...

 I pass control over to my breath
  unable to let my mind have the reins anymore.
The moment calms down
  in tandem with my breath.

 My mind is not heavy anymore
My eyes are...

 I allow slumber to take over.

 Take over. Take over. Surrender. 


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