I am a quirky thinker and I love to write....different perspectives enthrall me and I am sharing a few of mine here, would love to hear yours! Beware...I get 'journalish' sometimes!
My annual trips to India include a sojourn to Pune where I spent 10 very formative years of my life - the early two being life changing. It is here that my parents, puzzled about what to do with my life as well as some sincere intentions to give me worldly education, sent me to board and educate myself at the nationally revered Fergusson College in Pune. I was all of 15 when I said goodbye to everything stable in my life - mom's food, dad being at my beck and call, friends and plays, the television, and my bed. I was the center of my universe as well as two other people who I served as the life purpose for. And now I was one of many many girls living up to the rules of an dictator like elderly couple who hated anything developed post 1985. Queuing up every night to receive a spatula full of lentil and rice and the much in demand buttermilk, I doubted my existence. I shared the room with two other girls who clearly despised my because of my always somber disposition....
Today I moved on from something I truly loved, A community I created, a job that gave me a beautiful home. Crossing paths with people has never meant more to me, Kindered spirtis, lifelong friends, they showed me goodness everyday. Its incredibly painful but my heart is full of gratitude How can a job mean so much? It did, and I can only say thank you. But now I know that jobs can indeed mean so much, And I will never be the same again.
My mind is heavy I can feel tired in my bone. Or am I just resisting this moment trying to change it to something else or be somwhere else. I close my eyes for a little while not knowing what the next moment will bring. I take another deep breath and then another... I pass control over to my breath unable to let my mind have the reins anymore. The moment calms down in tandem with my breath. My mind is not heavy anymore My eyes are... I allow slumber to take over. Take over. Take over. Surrender.
I want you to visit the link below to get some useful info like Yahoo email help.
ReplyDelete