I am a quirky thinker and I love to write....different perspectives enthrall me and I am sharing a few of mine here, would love to hear yours! Beware...I get 'journalish' sometimes!
The Moment
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Whatever you are doing right now, at this very exact moment, is what you are exactly supposed to do. There is no right or wrong.
My annual trips to India include a sojourn to Pune where I spent 10 very formative years of my life - the early two being life changing. It is here that my parents, puzzled about what to do with my life as well as some sincere intentions to give me worldly education, sent me to board and educate myself at the nationally revered Fergusson College in Pune. I was all of 15 when I said goodbye to everything stable in my life - mom's food, dad being at my beck and call, friends and plays, the television, and my bed. I was the center of my universe as well as two other people who I served as the life purpose for. And now I was one of many many girls living up to the rules of an dictator like elderly couple who hated anything developed post 1985. Queuing up every night to receive a spatula full of lentil and rice and the much in demand buttermilk, I doubted my existence. I shared the room with two other girls who clearly despised my because of my always somber disposition....
I am a part of it, but still fighting, struggling to go against. I am exasperated, I fight some more, trying hard not to give up. In a moment of complete despair, I surrendered completely. It took me along and there was no looking back, I kept floating through the rocks and shards, and the sunsets and the sunrises. I just kept floating...
We sit on jute chairs, facing each other, the cup of tea steaming the ambiance. There is grass beneath our feet, the clear sky with the magnificent stars above us. The birds sipping on the clay pot nearby, the violet petunia stands in stillness. We don't say a word, we just take in the silence. But we clearly recognize the moment, the moment where everything we needed was right there. There was nothing urgent, nothing less important, everything was just there. And there was love...
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